Thoughts

What is love? feelings? friendship? respect? family? kinship? what have you and a whole lot more. I used to think I know who they are. With time they seem to have left me one by one. I no longer know who they are.

Same happens to all the people around me. Slowly, bit by bit, they left me. What they left behind are distrust, disregard people's feelings, selfishness... etc. 'Ships' are also no longer important. Taking people for granted, with the mindset that even if they left for ages, disregard people's feelings, if they come back one day, we will still be there for them.

That's bullshit. The only thing that still have a place in my heart are my parents. They are the only people who truly care for you unconditionally. They are the ones who will be there for you even if you left without a word and come back after ages. They'll still treat you and love you the same.

Guess I no longer believe in people. All those who have been a part of my life, big or small, have etched this impression on me. When they need you they come to you. When they dont need you, you are left to rot, till they need you again.

When they are lonely, they seek your company. When they found someone who can keep them company, they ditched you, regardless of your feelings. Unless something big happen to you, then they would realise you still exist.

Why do some people wanna lie their way through life? If you like someone, go ahead, admit. If you dont, then say so. Why lie yet your actions proved otherwise. I hate such people. Drama.

What's left in this world? Career, $, house, lust, greed, dishonesty, unfaithfulness, lies, selfishness.

Yeah I am negative. Why? You made me so. Thank you.